Tuesday, July 12, 2005, 5:38 PM
this is where i die* againnn.
Can't stop thinking.I don't why.So many questions, I need an answer.I can't figure out why.
Some people allegedly cant seem to "forget" only cos they're abusing the fact and using it as a bait to gain pitiness and win people's hearts over.That's disgusting.Bite that.
A situation's currently folding out.I know at some point of time, I gotta start making choices.To decide what I really want out of my life.Either be directly involved and give it my all OR completely bow out of people's lives and stop leading them down to nowhere with me.Maybe cos there isnt anyone who makes me go manja.Maybe there are still many wrong ones to go.Maybe its the timing. It just wasn't right.Maybe I came about at the wrong time. MAYBE. If you'd have see the 'ME' I am right now, you'd change your mind.Maybe, you're happy with the way things are. Maybe we should just live for the moment. But maybe this isn't really how I want it to be.Maybe I want more. Maybe I should just leave you.Maybe its just better off that way. Maybe I'm really just a scatterbrain.These thoughts are so gawd damn familiar. It doesnt take too much to see what's going on.I didn't mean to sound so low key every now and then.If I could, I would.I would start my life on a happier note.For now,just buy me a ticket to the end of the rainbow.
Miss go-with-the-flow signing out.
Note to self : DEVELOP* photos.go shopping.Excited for Jul 14!Butch hunt finals.wheee!
Note to baby huey: take care of yourself!Avoid kway chap from Bishan at ALL costs.Sorry for SLAPPING you.
Am I not pretty enough
is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see...right through me
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you..
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